Old Habits

I want to say I get it, but that's a lie I already used
I want to stay, but baby time flies like an arrow would
I want to know where this road will go
Though Despite what you are saying is true
I want to know, I need to know

Trying hard not to fall into old habits
I've been using my time foolishly, like chasing rabbits
Can't take it anymore, can't seem to get myself out the door
Even breathing feels like a fucking chore man

And I know I sound overly dramatic, but it's the hundredth time
I said I'll do something and I ended up distracted.
No one to blame, no one to hate but myself for all the time I waste, yeah

I want to say I get it, but that's a lie I already used
I want to stay, but baby time flies like an arrow would
I want to know where this road will go
Though Despite what you are saying is true
I want to know, I need to know

I wrote an unfinished story, some homework past due,
on my phone there's a bunch old song recordings
Of myself, a younger self, when did all of that determination
Turn to self pity.

Hell if I know, but it's a struggle, seeing your friends settle
On their dreams and maybe I should do the same, but fuck that
I'm gonna walk this road til I collapse, you were telling me

I want to say I get it, but that's a lie I already used
I want to stay, but baby time flies like an arrow would
I want to know where this road will go
Though Despite what you are saying is true
I want to know, I need to know