Old Fashioned

Verse 1 - Sleep
Blue skies Im dreamin where all my troubles leave and
Can shape the puddy mountains that surrounds my private Eden
the window pane framed my innocence and I dreamt
what was on the other side of the mountain where brand new begins.

The lightning was an Omen for the path that would be chosen
for the monsoons that would come soon on my quest to know this
Where new windows opened then closed, to catch my frozen breath
and I scratched a slot to see, but its out of focus.

Whats left of me feels hopeless sitting next to me is the notion
that Ill never make it In front of me jaded behind me smoke and mirrors
and the years it took to get this lost
and Ill toss them all away to find the pieces of my heart.

Chorus
Im so far away
from the place where I used to dream
the moonlit window seal that framed the smile
when it was new to me.
But slowly, its grown old to me.
This cold and lonely road.
Still Im not where I want to go,
But Im so so close.
And Im running out of hope
And I dont know how long I can hold.

Verse 2 - JM
Hold on baby! Your love is the elixir to sustain me
You can save me or I can go crazy!
Im just fine, Im getting by. Spent a lot of time
Getting high/ just Wishing you would die

Came into the same pain drenched heart-wrenching
Gut busting, but nothing, fists clenching
some mention tension like i'm a ghost in town
like i'm already dead, so i lay my head down and dream...