Now That I'm Real

I only want to feel the cold light
Pretending that it's never over
I only wanna smile at your eyes
It doesn't help that I've never thought to go home

Now when something is building inside
Thinks I'm back I have it all the while
I wanna get up and shout

I knew this kid who wanted to find himself, in your arms
With a little luck we could owe it to ourselves, in the end
The time to finish is the time I need to dwell

I only feel there's something else I should've known, you know
Because I nearly didn't feel it at all, you know, it's so
And how does it feeeeeel? Now that I'm reaaaaal?

I knew this kid who wanted to find himself, in your arms
With a little luck we could shut it out for good, in the end
We don't have to finish, oh we timed it all so well.