Not Once Not Ever

Hello, my dear friend
Your reputation quite true
These are thoughts I've held on
And saved inside for you

I remember
Couldn't trust you once
Not ever

Maybe it's been two years
It could be three
You know it's hard to recall

I was younger
I thought it was me
Maybe you were someone else then too

I remember
Couldn't trust you once
Not ever

It's the same old thing
You know I said it from the start
That living together
Is something you do
Married is something you are

Now [unverified]

And even after all this
I'm writing to you now
To be reminded of it all

Darling, can you hear me?
Do you understand?
Our best decisions
So often were unplanned

I remember
Couldn't trust you once
Not ever