Not Afraid

Don't leave me alone, I'm feeling so numb
I need you to be here, I need you to call
And everything's wrong, a beautiful shame
And everything's ugly, hazy, and gray

And doesn't it hurt? Trick and control you
Deceive and destroy you
Doesn't it hurt? Forget and move on
I'm here and I'm strong
I've got you to blame when it's finally done

I'm not afraid
Of these feelings here inside
I'm sure someday, I'll let go of all this hate for you
I'll let go of all this hate

Does it make you feel inside
What you've never felt before
Does it promise you a life
But that left you all alone

And doesn't it hurt? Trick and control you
Deceive and destroy you
Doesn't it hurt? Forget and move on
I'm here and I'm strong
I've got you to blame when it's finally done

I'm not afraid
Of these feelings here inside
I'm sure someday, I'll let go of all this hate for you
I'll let go of all this hate

Doesn't it hurt you
Doesn't it feel sick
Doesn't it hurt you
Doesn't it feel sick
And I'm on my way

I'm not afraid
Of these feelings here inside
I'm sure someday, I'll let go of all this hate for you
I'll let go of all this hate

I won't come around no more
I'll just let you go away
I won't come around no more
I lost my way

Really lost my way
So really lost my way
So really lost my way