Nostalgia

Nostalgia
Walking by these lifeless streets
I start to wonder when ill find my feet
follow the path that holds me tightly
but still refuses to define me
Look up to an empty sky
start to question why oh fucking why
seeing his familiar face
though a mire memory that I chase

If we could only make amends
(then id forgive you)
but now we can only just pretend
(that we could be friends)
all the time that you spent away
(I want to see you)
wishing all our problems fade to grey
(only wanted to hold you my dear)

Holding onto memories
I know you're strong but not like me
but I'll be there when you just need a friend

A father, a friend
dear figure stick by me to the end
if I could drain out your half of blood in me
glad to think that someday you will cease to be
If we could only make amends
(then id forgive you)
but now we can only just pretend
(that we could be friends)
all the time that you spent away
(I want to see you)
wishing all our problems fade to grey
(only wanted to hold you my dear)

Thought I couldn't see
see myself in you
of what I become
without you

had come to be

Now I'm on my own
seeking whilst prone
searching for answers
lost in the unknown

If we could only make amends
(then id forgive you)
but now we can only just pretend
(that we could be friends)
all the time that you spent away
(I want to see you)
wishing all our problems fade to grey
(only wanted to hold you my dear)