No Hope Left For Me

Lonesomeness is killing me
and all my trouble deep inside
with a happy heart I could no longer stand
a glow of light, he made me smile
so he took me to a long lost place
I'd never ever seen before
with a weakness for his warm embrace
for a short time i thought that he would stay

I know you won't be far
I tried to go but you just let me fall
if i could do it i would not change myself
there's no easy way, got nothing left to say
when there is no relief, no hope for me, no signs
your words keep breaking me, they're only hurtful lies

Pain don't mind I wouldn't doubt
have you also felt the same
chaining up my heart and my mind
i wish i'd never let you in
my bitterness, and rightly so
no one could ever heal
still you got me under your control
with the sick ways you got me to feel

I know you won't be far
I tried to go but you just let me fall
if i could do it i would not change myself
there's no easy way, got nothing left to say
when there is no relief, no hope for me, no signs
your words keep breaking me, they're only hurtful lies