Nightmare

I wake to a wasteland
I try to understand
hates me everyone
Satan's got a gun
left with everything
I'm skinned by my own thoughts
raped by every god
feeling so lonely

I feel so alone
I'm haunted every time
I fucking close my eyes
eat at my rotten corpse
I feel the evil force
crumble and decay
I break down in dismay
worst of this monstrosity

this nightmare's draining me inside
is that this is fucking reality
Wake me up or I'll lose my mind
this nightmare makes me wanna die

terrified to close my eyes
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?

I wake in boiling sweat
dream will I forget
actions I do regret
erase then smear with shit
I flee from nothing there
possessed by if I care
attempt to run away
manage to burn and pray
I fall in endless pit
and loving every bit
further that I go
smashed down on ten foot spikes
escape this hell I know
shoved deeper with her might
I bleed cold in despair
Wake me up or I'll lose my mind

yet she doesn't fucking care
this nightmare's draining me inside
terrified to close my eyes
this nightmare makes me wanna die

When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake