New Sun

At the bottom of the ocean of life

With no helping hand
Self-consuming void, my past.
Unwillingly I must carry my - hate

Countless unsolved knots I bear,
Tie another one onto my neck

Dragging a heavy stone of burden,
Now haunting my restless sleep

No moment of serenity to come.
A hazy shadow
cast upon the line
Wander aimlessly, numb and blind.
Yet again, rise to see another day
Just to poison myself again.

As the new sun rises
Reborns the pavement of dopamin

Fall down from the natural high
My pale halo is fading away
Ears ringing unfamiliar tune
The quiet melody of losing myself

Countless unsolved knots I bear

Tie another one onto my neck

Dragging a heavy stone of burden,
Still haunting my restless sleep

Between reality and dreams, I cant sleep

My nightmares haunt me, they keep me awake

Can't control my thoughts, can't feel, can't see

Want to run away from everything

(INTOXICATE ME!)

As the new sun rises
It's nice to see me, it's been a while

Fall down from the natural high
My pale halo is fading away
Closer to the edge, I'm wide awake

And I shall take this fall