New Disease

Now, I can take this, everything I know
Realized that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I've done
Because it's the only thing I have left

Blame myself again for what I didn't do
Never really knew it was coming from me
Change the way I felt the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Today

Is this all worth what this has done to me
Water down my senses and turn them on me, fuck morality
And everything I know if I didn't hate this then I couldn't go
Impersonate myself for what I used to be, denial is all that's left now

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads you to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Dreaming in my head, I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why this meant so much to me

No, did I ever want it?
And I coulda been
And I woulda been

No, did I ever want it?
And I coulda been
And I woulda been

Conceiving in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads you to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads you to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

But it still becomes a new disease
But it still becomes a new disease