My Heart Pisses Blood For You

gather around and place your bets whether it will happen to you. i've seen it happen too many times cause people won't lend out their hands. we try to deny that it happens to friends cause what you don't see won't hurt so clinch your eyes shut until they bleed. they're fallen, quit you stalling, chances are some bad luck will get you too. change won't solve it, they need more than thrown away food. i'm not sure what the answer is, are you? a man walks up stumbling drunk selling smokes to kids underage. when asked "why?" all he could say was "my heart pisses blood for you". i'm not sure what he meant but he was quoting aa. which leads me to believe that he tried to change his life one day. yeah watch him go. watch him go away now. things slip away sometimes. things need to change sometimes. some have it better for some that do, how the hell does it feel to be a jerk?