My Heart Is a Fist

I surrender
I know Ive been a pretender
You can have this guilt, this misery
I wear so well

I wave my flag and sound the alarm
Somebody stop me before I do any harm
I surrender
I know Ive been a pretender

Im living a dead life
Im staring into the headlights
A get away car that'll take me out
Of my mind tonight

Crash and burn, an S.O.S.
Somebody help me get out
Of this mess of a dead life
Im burning under the spotlight

My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise again

Take a look at these hollow eyes
One last look before I say goodbye
To this candle-lit nightmare
I feel like I'll never escape

So watch me fall from grace
Watch me carve my hate
In the heart of a lover
I feel I can never escape my fate

My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise again

See You on Your cloud
Looking down
Im on my knees today
But You dont notice me

See You on Your cloud
Looking down
Im on my knees today
But You dont notice me

You dont notice me
You dont notice me
You dont notice me
Im screaming while I pray

While I pray, while I pray
You dont notice me
Im sick of You
God, I am done with you

See You on Your cloud
Looking down
Im on my knees today
But You dont notice me

My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul fight again
My hear is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise again