Mono: Overload?

No clemency, no elastic rules
Good for nothing, no odyssey
Need to re-deploy my troops
Never been this clear-sighted
As I am in captivity
I'm just an imitation of myself

Now I crawl, I need forgiveness
I know my life is about to end
Of all the big mistakes I've done
The small ones will remain
Now I fight with impunity
The battle never ends
Of all the big mistakes I've done
The small ones will remain

Below zero, below my need for words
Feel you lifeform, not human
Need to re-deploy my troops
No clemency, no elastic rules
Mono overload
I walk away, out from hiding
Into a field of wired shadows
I long for the touch of something real