Mama was a junkie, sometimes I to wonder. Whether she would better of a live or six under. Late nights go by no sleep, born a junkies world, its so deep. Crack pipes, crack valves, up person. somedays its bad and otehr much worst. Used to go to sleep in fear, trying to hid the pain. and front like i care. The neighborhood just what had happen to me, at night they said the devil was to me. But on the streets I could feel my heartbeat, and everytime she gets frightened, It repeats. The way a junkie and what the junkie gives, hard times, and problems and stress with own kids, no sense in rehibilation, up in humilation, the aroma of base makes me choak. I could die of the smoke. Different men, going out, and coming in and in my eyes I the first sin, and I was only three, they thought i couldnt, see. But in my eyes was a junkie. J-U-N-K-I-E to me some their eyes and try not to see. But you can still the sin just as well my mothers unconscience and in hell. Now life is on line (line) to the grind(grind) time time(time) on my mind(mind) Im thinking how could this happen to my not me bro, but some nigga in my is slangin kilos. He's got a around the corner fucked up crib, lord her for all the things she did. Im thinking where was the police she was buyin this, but i know that the police give a fuck less. about a basehead, in the street. But they rather they dont see it when they walk the beat, a black cop good for shit but black male and he knows that my mothers out smoking yale, but black cops are blind they see in my eyes momma was a junkie. Mama lived the life, pregnant at 14, back in days it wasnt crack it was heroin, Shot it in her viens to try to the pain, an unplanned was made then I came, straight from the wound to witness my doom, in and my heard, i knew it that its soon. Of all these nieghborhood critisizm, her mind was gone, i she needed a exorcism. speedballin booze and the times pretty soon, my mama lost her fucking mind, adc welfare recieptent, three children, not defadent. few good times, only badtimes and worst from her motherfuckin bursts. I wish i coulda said I you before she left, now my mind haunted with my mama's death, I asked my how could this happen to me my o.d. cuz my mama was a junkie.