(Yes I did... I a mistake... yes I did)
Huh..ya know living this type a life makes you grow up faster you'd expect to sometimes... fuck around and be in late twenties... like a old man and shit... yeah for real son... let em
It's hard to breath and hard to run when your blackened Coughing up blood like what the happened Raising my of cancer's the answer homie But after something there's nothing like puffing a bogie Now I can blame the same placement in movies, Or the commercials, or in a jacuzzi But now I'm it Damn I should a never took first cigarette
(I a mistake)
I fucked up, like girl was riding on top of me I should of took her to trial and never a plea But this ain't a Christian nation please America never taught me to turn the other I'm from Harlem, the north of Manhattan We niggas out and make em bounce like Ricky Hattan But wildin on the court, had got me turned back from the border
(I a mistake)
I knew she was a virgin, I first met her Rockin stockings and out of the catholic school sweater Mom told her she could do than a criminal Seventeen psychotic, trying to be lyrical I never meant to her heart or fuck up her life But I was careless, instead of treating her I seen her workin it, some club and wondered If I have made her life different
(I a mistake... yes I did... )
talking over the beat: Damn shortie, you got me on singin the blues shit... but you gotta stop looking backwards and remember to ahead... is for all my dudes on patrol in the desert right now... for real]
(I a mistake)
Yeah..yeah... I joined the looking for money to go to college But they pay me a quarter of what they fucking promised Extended my tour, me like a sucker That's the reason officers get fragged give me speeches on how you respect and you love me But no body in a lightly armored humvee?! My family's lonely and you want me to for 30 grand homie?
(I a mistake)
When I was young I got signed to a record The deal looked so good it was on the table It paid for my cable, cribs, and jewelry The studios, the women there's nothing they do for me Except stop screwing me for publishing the How the fuck are you my dawg, when there's no to the street I should've gone like Immortal Technique
(I a mistake)
people learn from mistakes and don't repeat them Others try to block the and just delete them But I em as a reminder they not killing me And I thank God for teaching me Son, remember when you to be free To see things how they are and not how you em to be Cause even the world is falling on top of me Pessimism is an emotion, not a Knowing what's wrong doesn't that you right And its another, you suffer to apply it in life But I'm no And I'm gonna make the same mistake twice pussy