Melodramatic

My eyes open wide
In the morning of the night
Can't sleep repeating events of old
Yeah I get so silly as I've said before
Nothing I do is ever original
For it traces back to

Always you
Got me on black
Got me all torn up and centered
Pinned down forever
As you cross my mind
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
Simply me being melodramatic

Always concerned
With what people think
Maybe relates back to
When I was young and bullied
Now it's all anxiety
To think I have grown
When really it's shown
That I've hardly changed

When it's you
Got me on black
Got me all torn up and centered
Pinned down forever
As you cross my mind
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
Simply me being melodramatic

I need to grow up
My lack of trust
Consuming me whole
The plastic that's in my lungs
The same are in yours
And I can't take it anymore
Cause even if it's nice and ease
I'm still too stuck in the past to see

You
Got me on black
Got me all torn up and centered
Pinned down forever
As you cross my mind
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
Simply me being melodramatic