Maybe I Can't

It seems like a joke
Played on me by my life!
Or bullshit told by my mind 
It lets me reflect about my mistakes
I really don't understand!

Let me know that maybe I can't believe in these words

What if I'm believing in these words?
What if I escape from this world?
Please don't blame me 
You have to set me free
What if I'm believing in me?

It seems like a day
With no rain and clouds 
The air is so clear!
It lets me reflect about me and you
I really don't understand!

Let me believe that maybe I can't like you
Maybe I can't believe in what I hope to be!

What if I'm believing in these words?
What if I escape from this world?
Please don't blame me 
You have to set me free
What if I'm believing in me?

I know that something is wrong
Do you know that I don't want?
I try to take away this melancholic smile
I try to get rid of you!