(Verse 1) Everything happens for a And my reason to be's to see happen for a reason One event to the next like I'm stuck at the box office with every second my clock tosses Into my face, smacked with a of fate wasted and lost causes I've been mocked and accosted, to the point that I got Though my flow's plugged enough to stop faucets I've thought often about tossing awesome gift to the wind And start crossing over to sin this intention to blend that I get from within I've protected my skin a thin layer of pride and showmanship But both my coats are ripped and I can't seem to on clothes that fit Supposing this rap shit actually pays off, I'm wondering if it'll all be it Cause this is what in my life has ever been hurt with This curse, this urge I feel for verses Is one of my life's real I seal my curtains when I write, I disturbance from the light I deal with dirt and yet I want to heal the earth and peel the surface to reveal perfect And words I wield with purpose, and yet follows the plot rather hear me rock off of the top There's pitfalls in my socks, so I walk caution halt the auction! Cause my soul's on sale, and I thought I lost it
(Chorus 2X) If I gotta fight for the rest of my Then I'm gon' turn the other (yeah) I hate the way you hurt me But I can't get enough of your
(Verse 2) And who the am I supposed to be? A holy priest a rosary? Some type of bold stoic Moses of poetry? Should I be holding heat to pose for the A phoney? If I said my name was 'Tony' would you know it's me? Supposedly, T-O-N-E flow with over these bolder beats But the too cheap to pay for groceries And in the throws of I choke and breathe Loaded with my hopes and dreams, yet I don't know if we both believe I scope the scene, and I'm these bills build up I'm nice with a day-job, these niggaz write all day and still And yet they fill clubs, sell a and feel sluts I kill dubs, but I have the mills to pay for real pub My chilled love melts on Cause brainwashed niggaz only feelin' my track if Clue or Flex play it Who you expect to say this if I don't? What? Cause I don't wanna be extorted by some cat who lets determine his playlists I'm searching for ways in, but entrances are sparse when you're to market Fuck art, cause thugs the smartest targets And I'm not abstract enough, so it seems backpackers are up And I it was half the battle, just to have the love And pack a of skills, politics are ill and yo, it's real It seems I'm cruising, and they're using these crooked stones for wheels And when you know the deal, it doesn't evoke the appeal Like stolen Meals, lemme propose a toast to heal
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(Verse 3) I've sacrificed so many facets of life, just to achieve Love & definitive reason, to trust in agreements My family a grievance when we discussed I was leaving Seeming substituted for tunnel and it probably crushed all their feelings There's something in the corruption of demons Feeding me vehemently lustful delusions of bucks succeeding But up, months it's exceeded Peeling the scabs off of cuts that are knowing I ain't had it as tough as This shit doesn't or even touches what he did But, will I be signed by 33? Cause my teens were depleted Blessed with a gift, equipped to assist in the destruction of But, please, god really want me snuffing emcees, then? (Ha) I must be conceited, Well, I'm balanced out by the lack of I've felt since I've how to read & write spelled relief when the rhyme schemes are tight Then I feel the weight of a cheapened when 5, 000 people die (SOB! SOB!) bad for the rap artist? But your soul into something for responses that's half-hearted Terminate relationships on the basis of past And then you'll see why every review's like another line on my wrist This light-hearted voice becomes jailed by the impossible to trap my lips, when I have to spit I try to swim away, but I keep getting dragged in this Come to find my arms swimming backwards, Cause I'm a Masochist
(Outro 3X) If I gotta fight for the rest of my Then I'm gon' turn the other (yeah) Cause I hate the way you me But I can't get enough of love