Manic

i can't get out of my bed
fingers magnets, and my mattress
might as well just be a casket
for all i care

oh no here we go again
the bad thoughts are creeping in (x2)

when i feel crazy
i hide it, i fall apart in private
when my mirrors the only one who sees my tears

there's a method to my sadness
its a chemical imbalance
and my head is damaged way beyond repair

i'm a manic, depressive, passive aggressive, emotionally repressed, introverted, extroverted, melancholic, alcoholic mess

i wish my inner thoughts would end their conversation
i wished on every star and every constellation
mmm ya

manic (x2)
manic depressive
manic (x2)
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manic depressive

somedays i wish i was dead
think i'm broken i can't fix it
its an intangible sickness
but its there

oh no here we go again
the bad thoughts are creeping in (x2)

so i wrestle my demons
till i go off the deep end
where in drowning and i can't come up for air

i've tried every medication
and i've gone in hibernation
hiding in my room like a bipolar bear

im obsessive, compulsive, and self destructive, and what did you expect, narcissistic, and neurotic, i'm just one big ball of stress

i wish my inner thoughts would end their conversation
i wished on every star and every constilation
i wish that i was calm and wasn't always anxious

the bad thoughts are creeping in (x6)

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manic (x2)
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manic (x2)
manic depressive

the bad thoughts are creeping in (x8)

Manic depressive