Manchester

Standing at the edge of sanity
I've been here a couple times
But I swore I was better, I was better
It hurts, to keep inside
Feeling worse, 'cause I know
I could be in control, if I let them know
Keep thinking I'm finally waken
But I'm mistaken
Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement
Hands are shaking
'Cause I hurt myself, myself again
Crying for help, for help again
Didn't feel so prescious under all this pressure
I hurt myself, myself again, myself again
Myself again
I know I'm my own worst enemy
I've got a double sided mind
But I swear I'll get better, I'll get better this time
I need to believe, these times don't make me weak
And I'm in control, my life's beautiful
My head and my heart's been aching
Feeling are fading
Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement
Hands are shaking
'Cause I hurt myself, myself again
Crying for help, for help again
Didn't feel so prescious under all this pressure
I hurt myself, myself again, myself again
Myself again
Everything bad that's ever happened to me
is playing so fast like a messed up movie
When it's like that is hard to see the beauty
Thats when I hurt myself, myself again
'Cause I hurt myself, myself again
Crying for help, for help again
Didn't feel so prescious under all this pressure
I hurt myself, myself again, myself again
Myself again