Mama was a junkie, I used to wonder. Whether she would better of a live or six under. Late nights go by no sleep, born into a world, its so deep. Crack pipes, crack valves, up person. somedays its bad and otehr days worst. to never go to sleep in fear, trying to hid the pain. and front i didnt care. The neighborhood just what had happen to me, at they said the devil was rappin to me. But on the streets I could feel my heartbeat, and everytime she gets frightened, It repeats. The way a lives and what the junkie gives, hard times, and problems and stress with own kids, no in rehibilation, growing up in humilation, the aroma of base makes me choak. I almost die of the smoke. Different men, going out, and coming in and in my eyes I the first sin, and I was only three, they thought i couldnt, see. But in my eyes was a junkie. J-U-N-K-I-E to me some close their and try not to see. But you can still smell the sin as well my unconscience and trapped in hell. Now here is on line (line) to the grind(grind) time time(time) on my mind(mind) Im thinking how this happen to my mother not me bro, but nigga in my hood is slangin kilos. He's got a spot around the corner up crib, lord her for all the things she did. Im thinking was the police when she was this, but i know that the police could give a fuck less. about a basehead, in the street. But they rather pretend they see it when they walk the beat, a black cop aint good for but black male and he knows that my mothers out smoking yale, but black cops are blind cant see in my eyes momma was a junkie. Mama lived the fast life, at 14, back in days it wasnt crack it was heroin, Shot it in her to try to ease the pain, an unplanned was made then I came, from the wound to witness my mama's doom, in and my heard, i it that its coming soon. Of all these nieghborhood critisizm, her mind was gone, i felt she a exorcism. booze and the fast times pretty soon, my mama lost her fucking mind, adc welfare recieptent, three children, not defadent. few good times, only and worst from speedballin her motherfuckin bursts. I wish i coulda I love you before she left, now my forever haunted with my mama's death, I asked my self how this happen to me my mother o.d. 'cause my was a junkie.