Mama was a junkie, sometimes I to wonder. Whether she better of a live or six feet under. Late nights go by no sleep, into a junkies world, its so deep. Crack pipes, crack valves, up person. its bad and otehr days much worst. Used to never go to in fear, trying to hid the pain. and front i didnt care. The neighborhood just what had happen to me, at night said the devil was rappin to me. But on the I could feel my mothers heartbeat, and everytime she frightened, It quickly repeats. The way a junkie lives and the junkie gives, hard times, and problems and with their own kids, no in rehibilation, growing up in humilation, the aroma of base makes me choak. I could die of the crack smoke. Different men, out, and coming in and in my I witnessed the first peoples sin, and I was only three, thought i couldnt, see. But in my eyes was a junkie. J-U-N-K-I-E to me close their eyes and try not to see. But you can still smell the sin just as my mothers unconscience and in hell. Now here life is on (line) to the grind(grind) time time(time) on my mind(mind) Im how could this happen to my mother not me bro, but nigga in my hood is slangin kilos. He's got a spot the corner fucked up crib, lord her for all the things she did. Im where was the police when she was buyin this, but i that the police could give a fuck less. about a basehead, in the street. But they pretend they dont see it when they walk the beat, a black cop aint for shit but black and he knows that my mothers out there smoking yale, but black are blind they cant see in my eyes momma was a junkie. Mama lived the life, pregnant at 14, in those days it wasnt crack it was heroin, Shot it in her viens to try to the pain, an pregnancy was made then I came, straight from the wound to witness my doom, in and my heard, i knew it its coming soon. Of all junkism nieghborhood critisizm, her was gone, i felt she needed a exorcism. speedballin booze and the fast times soon, my mama lost her whole fucking mind, adc recieptent, three children, not defadent. few good times, only badtimes and worst speedballin her motherfuckin bursts. I wish i coulda said I you before she left, now my mind forever with my mama's death, I asked my how could this happen to me my mother o.d. 'cause my was a junkie.