Mad

I lie awake at night sometimes
Wondering if I ever cross your mind
Wondering if the "I love you's" you said
Keep repeating over in your head

Am I in love or am I mad?
Am I the best you've ever had?
Are you the battle I can't win?
Or are you just under my skin?

Cause boy I waited up for you ten thousand days
But you never came
And boy I gave it up to ten thousand ways
But you didn't stay
So am I in love
Or am I just mad?
So am I in love
Or am I just mad?

I can see that you will never change
So either I am lonely or insane...
And maybe that's the thing that I can't face
Having to refill that empty space

Maybe there's a seed inside my pocket
Maybe a garden I should grow?
I shouldn't hold on,
I should just stop it,
I should just let it go I know...

I know I gotta face the mirror sometime
And I gotta look me in the eye, saying

Girl you waited up for him ten thousand days
And he never came
And girl you gave it up to him ten thousand ways
But he didn't stay
So no more love
Driving you mad
Thats not love
Your better then that...

Your better then that
I'm better then that
I'm better then that
I'm better then....