Lowlife

In company respect's shown mutual into it's own,
Indifference although when I'm left alone
and true feeling's begin to show,
Honesty overflows in my mind when I try not to cry
'cause I'm blind and alive,
And esteem has no gleam and it can't be seen,
I'm so alone,
I still can't understand these feeling's that I'm feelin,
You're pullin' me back and forth
All that you're doin' is confusin' me, with this emotional strain,
It's driving me to the edge of insanity,
You can't blame me for your pain and suffering
not keepin on no downlow,
I'm screamin the flow in your face,
Just like mace in your eyes,
Like feelin' my bass in your thighs,
It's time to recognize and realize
That your ways are not the only ways to lead your life - low,
Concerned about what others think, right?
'cause your ego's makin' your core so weak
Tunnel vision, you move from A to point B to point C,
That's not the point see,
You lived your life around me
I'm crushed inside, each day I get by,
With the gleam in my eyes
If you want me then just try to find me,
If you ever need to suck me dry,
When you need me you won't ever see me
I've lost respect now watch you cry,
Touched on me so shortly then just left me too
You watched me bleed now you smile, you walked through me
While you crushed that gleam I had inside my eyes