Lovesick

Every time I look at you I wanna kill, I wanna kill
Stranger things that I would do to make you feel the way I feel
It's just that I have been broken so many thousand times
And every time I start again I wonder why, wonder why

It's been such a hard year, it won't ever change
My heart isn't cold now, it's not what it seems because
You say to me, "My heart feels far away"
I'm lovesick now

Every time you look at me I wanna die, wanna die
Stranger things that I would say to make you feel the way I feel
It's just that I have been broken so many thousand times
And every time I start again I wonder why, wonder why

It's been such a hard year, it won't ever change
My heart isn't cold now, it's not what it seems because
You say to me your heart feels far away

Now day by day I start to realize that
Nothing's gonna change so I became
It doesn't really matter anyway
It's not what it seems to me, because
You say to me your heart feels far away
I'm lovesick now