To my dear departed Shit's becomin' all that I feared, here's where it Seems nothing's as it appears, swear it's retarded No I get speared by my peers, yeah I'm a target It used to take a of millions for niggas not to be Amerikkka's Most America hope Back the music had a message in it We was rebels it The was intended to lessen the gimmicks, but now Y'all a mess of it And somebody gotta this shit Rakim would never a dress and shit I ain't a pessimist to say I ain't impressed it Your hearing's bad, you it's alive, now that's the death in it it was all about bars, wanted to weddin' it Surround yourself with bullshit, you'll be to step in it Came here with one objective, it further Now I'm watchin' my first die, witnessin' murder When Common stopped lovin' ol' girl, was he tellin' me? Cold world, now she dig you without a melody Love nerds, used to be niggas with felonies We need a new president, the fuck is Eric B? Or did my confuse her? Now I see her Young Thug and Future Like did you niggas do to her now My generalization is generation The imminent state of gentrification, desensitization I call her, she's in Marvin's room, is awkward now She moved more to south, deserted her New crowd Met her with a cane, she changed, prefer to it out Stopped eatin' when she heard I worked in a slaughterhouse Now she's a new dame to the fame She used to accessorizin', now she's wearin' two chains Relationship too strained, I don't know who to When I her, "You've changed", she say, "Who would be the same" She right, 'cause this ain't the way we knew other Or do I face the fact that we outgrew each other? It a while, but that's finally understood She change if she could I swear if this is love, I'm
has changed I can see it clear in Starin' at these four walls, angry that starin' back Took a while, now finally understood Would we it if we could? I swear if this is love, I'm
Look, I can't get with you at all, our issue is You to every nigga now that dribbles a ball Did I miss a red flag? You wasn't before I can't even ridicule y'all, that'd be a resolve Wanna talk our history I feel like you say is contradictory Whenever you visit me I at you and see remembrance, remnants Plenty resentments, it's not you but resemblance We diss each all out of fun, shit amuses me You threaten girl I'm with, that just confuses me Say you want real soon, now that's abuse to me And I just write about it in You're a muse to me I ask where you see yourself in five years How you about that, like what's the verdict? I wanna ask if you ever replay the past And if you do, you finished is it worth it? I wanna ask if we love each so much How do we cause other so much pain? Still in all in others lives remained without a claim I some'll call that clinically insane How do we the games? Was once enemies and then energy refrained Wasn't meant to be, the synergy had us mentally Minimally sprained so he aims Despite when you said you could depend on me again oh Still here as none of this had ever taken place Are we checkin' to see if someone's our place? As we front we're takin' up space I think currently the current we is our case But for what? Would just seal it again Did it all hurt so much? Do we wanna feel it again? I it Took a while, still nothing's we change it if we could? I swear if is love, I'm good
has changed I can see it in fact at these four walls, angry that they're starin' back Took a while, now finally understood we change it if we could? I swear if this is love, I'm
Look, I can see the pain in eyes, I wanna fix it But all your words are fuelin' my pride, so I'm You think I wanna sit in courtroom supervised, scrutinized by suit and ties? You a lie You cry, the conditions of you and I, can't escape it lie she told you over the years, I'm face to face with And now manifested You're and congested But feelin' neglected, I respect it I explain to your so young brain Since our first exchange you've been kept me against as weaponry And as as I hate her I'd never downplay your like that For you to her like that Just a lesson on that you'll discover like that We not alone in this process, no, others like that But you spew these sly remarks "Why are we Like why are you near? why do you care how I dispair?" I eat that, see you got a grudge, lil' nigga We flesh and blood, nigga, no ifs, ands or buts, lil' nigga You can think dad is nuts, lil' nigga I'm talkin' to you 'cause you came out of my nuts, lil' my stance on the matter, I won't budge, lil' nigga And I'll tell that to mother and the judge, lil' nigga At our next court date, you gon' see that true Funny, my condescendin' ways, I see 'em in you Mannerisms I'm annoyed, yep I'm seein' that too I'm smilin', admirin' genes, I think that it's cute I was you twenty years ago when pop up But nothin' like you, sad how life'll a cycle You missin' only a dad can give Can't you to understand This doesn't matter to a kid and Our not understood I fix it if I could I if this is love, I'm good
has changed I can see it clear in Starin' at these four walls, angry that starin' back a while, now it's finally understood Would we it if we could? I if this is love, I'm good