Love & Despair

So it left you blinded soft and binded
tied to your angry chair
it raised,its hammer and smashed you under
yet still you seem to care..love & despair.
It's just
one more bite a little closer to the bone
and the left side's gone
it'll last that long
You look up now, eyes hollow your
weakness flows through the air
you clench your fist and smash in guilt
child lost and without a prayer
love & despair
i don't want to...
I don't want to try
i don't want to cry
Oh yes, love she'll lie
i'm sick of all this....
Now emptiness is upon you
as pain casts it's glassy stare
hates now the child that you raise
and the reason you gave
for the mess that you made
if only you could be saved
but all the times that you prayed
were only washed down the drain
after all's said and done,it will still be the same