Love Controlled Despair

To flee, and to be gone
(to be gone)
Detached from myself
To see clearly what's beyond
(what's beyond)
the dreary and cold walls within my head
I exist in desire in my dark haven
I long to cleanse my soul of regret

All I want is you to be there
and no longer feel dead inside
I'm in love controlled despair
wish to sleep and leave all behind

To set free, and to forgive
(to forgive)
Illusion of myself
To breathe and truly live
(truly live)
Without the claws
the claws within my head

All I want is you to be there
and no longer feel dead inside
I'm in love controlled despair
wish to sleep and leave all behind

I exist in desire in my dark haven
I long to cleanse my soul of regret

All I want is you to be there...

All I want is you to be there
and no longer feel dead inside
I'm in love controlled despair
wish to sleep and leave...
Leave all behind