Lost Control

Ummm, yea
Mirrors they never lie
Don't see myself inside
Why can't I get it right?
I don't know
You're always watching me fall
Shadows they like my wall
Why do I feel so small?
I don't know

So I walk into the dead of night
Where my monsters like to hide
Chaos feels so good inside
Now I know

I've lost, I've lost
I've lost control again
Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again
I don't, I don't
I don't know who I am
Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again
Ooh

Tired of being afraid
But lately, I've lost my faith
What is love without pain, it ain't home
You're watching me but I'm below
When I get caught I hope
This is kinda like how they will
Take me home

So I walk into the dead of night
Where my monsters like to hide
Chaos feels so good inside
Now I know

I've lost, I've lost
I've lost control again
Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again
I don't, I don't
I don't know who I am
Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again

I know that I'm a mess
But I ain't trying to be the best
Oh, whatever's coming next
I better pray-ay-ay-ay
Never said I was an angel
I am damaged all the way
So whatever's coming next
I better pray-ay-ay-ay

I've lost, I've lost
I've lost control again
Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again
I don't, I don't
I don't know who I am
Always do the same and not to blame I've lost control again