Lost

I'm sitting in my car with a one-shot pistol.
I've got a couple bottles and a couple handles.
I light a match to marlboro candle.

Praying for a life that will leave me breathless. I wanna
get young and I wanna get reckless. I would say I am a little bit senseless.

I wanna feel numb cause it's better than hurting.
I wanna feel numb cause it's better than hurting.

Oh. Let's get lost tonight. I've got my bottle of bourbon. I found my saving grace.

I'm singing hallelujah cause I don't need jesus.
Feeling kinda tipsy on a newfound freedom.
I ain't a sinner and I ain't no heathen now.

I don't wanna say I'm the root of my problems.
Fucking up my life from the top to the bottom.
I can drink til I forget them, forgot them now.