Losing Everyone

I'm kinda down about it
I'm kinda sick about this feeling
Talkin' brings it out
And I'm kinda short of feeling
I kinda got this feeling
That I'm losing everyone

So I'm rolling down the stairwells
Giving into stop sign language
Drinking brings it out
Kinda down about it
I've almost got this shotgun fired
Rio Torn and frayed back

Could this be all
Could it linger anymore
An endless fall I don't even know
Why I Should write it off
I'm the one who's being left out here