Luyện nghe bài hát Lose A Number

I watched TV til the sun
Fell in the same clothes
up alone, picked up the phone
And called the one I said Id never again

I to lose a number
Someone take my phone

It starts with a little trigger, that sparks an even bigger
Memory that rushes over my body, blood to simmer
My heart beats a little faster, cuz Ive been
And now the feelings coming back, and Im looking
Nobody now, dont let this happen again
How can I be so weak and, hold the phone like Ive before
And know everything Im doing is

It gets so bad sometimes, especially after nights
A little drink, like Im doing alright
Then it hits me, grips me
me to that dark place I know, but now I gotta know
Just a little more, thinking answers will the paranoia
I hold the phone like Ive before
Still everything Im is wrong

you please pick up the phone
We havent in so long
I cant help myself, I need to know
How this ended so