Lord Forgive Me

Lord forgive me
I know I been trippin'
I really ain't got nobody to talk to
So I hope that you listening
'Cause lately I been all in my feelings
Fucking all these women
Lately it's been hard for a nigga
God I've been sinning

Lord forgive me
I know I been trippin'
I really ain't got nobody to talk to
So I hope that you listening
I been taking somebody prescriptions
I'm starting to think I'm getting addicted
'Cause 3 days without all my Molly
My feelings, I'm missing Adderall and henny
Lord I hope you hear me

Suicide thoughts be running through my mind
All of the time, I ain't lying
I just be Feeling like if I wasn't here
Then everybody else would be fine
I swear I don't wanna die
But I keep mixing up prescription drugs wit alcohol Lows and highs
I'm just trying to change [?]
I'm just trying to clear my mind
I'm just trying to find the time
To get out my feelings
And wipe all these tears from my eyes
Yeah, percocet had me sleep through the sad feeling
Got a check and started fucking these bad bitches
Cut them off when I found out the had feelings
[?] My ex bitch, I been a savage really
No good intentions ain't no love you
I'll probably never know how love feels
'Cause everything I gave my heart to
Ain't wit now like it wasn't real
Really I ain't been a good father figure
All the sinning I hope the lord forgive me
If you listen to me I hope you all live

Derez De'Shon
Lord forgive me
I know I been trippin'
I really ain't got nobody to talk to
So I hope that you listening
'Cause lately I been all in my feelings
Fucking all these women
Lately it's been hard for a nigga
God I've been sinning
Lord forgive me
I know I been trippin'
I really ain't got nobody to talk to
So I hope that you listening
I been taking somebody prescriptions
I'm starting to think I'm getting addicted
'Cause 3 days without all my Molly
My feelings, I'm missing Adderall and henny
Lord I hope you hear me

Lately I've been in my feelings
Lately I've been poppin' all the prescriptions, yah
Lately my lady been trippin'
She say I ain't gave her attention, yeah
Really [?]
I just wanna fuck her, I don't want her though
I tell her to leave me, she don't wanna go
She don't wanna go
She just go in the room and slam her door
All these prison letters in these envelopes
Nigga counting on me, I can't help em
When my kids need me I ain't there
Send a couple dollars here and there
[?] It ain't registered
I been [?]
And they Running Running round here stressin'... Yeah
Mama you did say there would be says like this
But I never thought I'd see it face to face like this
Lord I never thought that I would pray like this
In the booth confessing sins, I hope you hear me

Lord forgive me
I know I been trippin'
I really ain't got nobody to talk to
So I hope that you listening
'Cause lately I been all in my feelings
Fucking all these women
Lately it's been hard for a nigga
God I've been sinning

Lord forgive me
I know I been trippin'
I really ain't got nobody to talk to
So I hope that you listening
I been taking somebody prescriptions
I'm starting to think I'm getting addicted
'Cause 3 days without all my Molly
My feelings, I'm missing Adderall and henny
Lord I hope you hear me