Life of the Party

I don't wanna believe that it's over
I don't wanna believe that it's over

You might see me smilin'
But inside I'm dying
Too proud to let it show

I ain't the one
You won't see me crying
But it's hard to let it go

All my time on the tour bus
Wasn't good for us
And then you throw it all

Started gettin' around
With a few choice chicks
But we had something special
Plus the sex was sick

Do you remember
From the bed to the wall
On the floor by the fireplace?

I know you remember
In the truck couldn't wait
So we got off on the garden state

Somehow we must of got all
Turned around on last freeway
Now I can't find my way home to you, oh girl

Still I get love in the hood
Still acting like my life is all good
Still putting up a false bravado
When I lost you I lost my winning ticket to lotto

Still every time I raise my glass
I try to drink away my past
To the world I might appear to be the life of the party
But they don't see me

Oh, I never thought id be the one missing
Oh, I can't take this emptiness
And I can't keep going on like this
And I can't keep pretending
That this don't hurt like a mother, babe

I know that it's crazy for me to come over
I had to see you
I know I gotta to change, girl

I'll do that quick
You need to take me back
'Cause the sex was sick

Do you remember
From the bed to the wall
On the floor by the fireplace?

I know you remember
In the truck couldn't wait
So we got off on the garden state

Somehow we must of got all
Turned around on last freeway
I can't find my way home to you, oh girl

Still I get love in the hood
Still acting like my life is all good
Still putting up a false bravado
When I lost you I lost my winning ticket to lotto

Still every time I raise my glass
I try to drink away my past
To the world I might appear to be the life of the party
But they don't see me

Oh baby, oh, remember
When we used to ride the bus
And guess girl, how we came up

Fine Korean chicks and all of that
I'd give it up just to have you back
'Cause money's only paper, girl
And this house don't feel like home when I'm alone
Whenever you see me, baby, remember

Still I get love in the hood
Still acting like my life is all good
Still putting up a false bravado
When I lost you I lost my winning ticket to lotto

But still every time I raise my glass
I try to drink away my past
To the world I might appear to be the life of the party
But they don't see me

Y'all don't see
You only see what you see on the TV, oh
This is my reality
Girl, you'll get to know me

Every time I raise my glass
I try to drink away my past
To the world I might appear to be the life of the party
But they don't see me