Letter To God

I can scratch the surface and find out where You hide
I can find a reason for all those holes inside
Covered in oppression for all Your wasted time
To wallow in depression
Just what You've left behind, behind

I'm deaf, I've circled far, God
That I can't hear You no more
I'm deaf, I've circled You, God
I can't take no more, I'll die, I'll die

Even though I hate You, I still love You anyway
I cannot forsake You and I can't run away
Now I try to stand up only to fall down, fall down
Oh God and now I try to shake You
But I just can't get You out, You out

I'm deaf, I've circled far, God
That I can't hear You no more
I'm deaf, I've circled, oh God
I can't take no more, I'll die, I'll die

I'm dying, someone fix me
Yeah, fix me, come on, fix me

Shut up and take the pain that I'm giving You
With You, I feel I can't go on
I need You to breathe and I'm dying
So please won't You save me before I'm gone?

Shut up and take the pain that I'm giving You
With You, I feel I can't go on
I can't escape this hell I create
Why can't You look at my face?

I feel so ashamed
I'm falling far away

Shut up and take the pain that I'm giving You
Ripping You up to show you, I'm right
Shut up and take the pain that I'm giving You
Ripping You up to show you, I'm right

Shut up and take the pain that I'm giving You
Ripping You up to show you, I'm right
Shut up and take the pain that I'm giving You
Ripping You up

I'm deaf, I've circled far, God
That I can't hear You no more
I'm deaf, I've circled, oh God
I got no, I got, no pride

I can't take no more, no pride
I can't take no more, no pride
I can't take no more
I got no, I got no, no pride
No pride, no pride, no pride