Lazarus

I must be losing my mind
I keep on trying to find a way out
but it's ok you don't lock the door anymore

I, you know I never go out
and you know that I start to forget things
but it's ok they weren't essential anyway

I, and when I start to look back
I feel like I've spent my whole life just kicking round
and not getting in the way

and now, and maybe now I should change
because I'm starting to lose all my faith
while those around me are beaten down each day.