When yer head gets and yer mind grows numb you think you're too old, too young, too smart or too dumb When yer behind an' losin' yer pace In a slow-motion of life's busy race No matter yer doing if you start givin' up If the wine don't to the top of yer cup
If the wind's got you with one hand holdin' on And the other starts and the feeling is gone And yer train engine fire needs a new spark to it And the wood's easy but yer lazy to fetch it And yer starts curlin' and the street gets too long And you start walkin' though you know its wrong And lonesome comes up as goes the day And tomorrow's mornin' so far away
And you feel the reins from yer pony are And yer rope is a-slidin' 'cause yer are a-drippin' And yer desert and evergreen valleys Turn to broken slums and trash-can alleys And yer sky cries water and yer drain pipe's And the lightnin's and the thunder's a-crashin' And the windows are and breakin' and the roof tops a-shakin' And yer whole world's and bangin'
And yer of sun turn to hours of storm And to yourself you say "I never it was gonna be this way Why didn't tell me the day I was born?"
And you gettin' chills and yer jumping from sweat And you're lookin' for somethin' you ain't found yet And yer knee-deep in the water with yer hands in the air And the whole world's a-watchin' with a window stare And yer gal leaves and she's long gone a-flying And yer feels sick like fish when they're fryin'
And yer jackhammer falls from yer to yer feet And you need it badly but it lays on the And yer bell's bangin' loudly but you can't it's beat And you think yer might a been hurt Or yer eyes've turned from the sight-blindin' dirt And you figured you in yesterdays rush When you were faked out an' fooled facing a four flush
And all the time you were holdin' queens And it's you mad, it's makin' you mean Like in the middle of magazine around a pinball machine
And there's something on yer mind you be saying That somebody someplace oughta be But it's trapped on yer tongue and in yer head And it bothers you badly your layin' in bed And no matter how you try you just say it And yer scared to yer soul you might forget it And yer eyes get swimmy from the tears in yer And yer pillows of feathers to blankets of lead
And the lion's mouth and yer staring at his teeth And his start closin with you underneath And yer flat on belly with yer hands tied behind And you wish you'd never taken that detour sign And you say to yourself, "Just am I doin' On this I'm walkin', on this trail I'm turnin' On curve I'm hanging On this pathway I'm strolling, in the I'm taking In air I'm inhaling?
Am I mixed up too much, am I mixed up too Why am I walking, where am I am I saying, what am I knowing? On this I'm playing, on this banjo I'm frailin' On this mandolin I'm strummin', in the song I'm In the I'm hummin', in the words I'm thinkin' In the words that I'm
In ocean of hours I'm all the time drinkin' Who am I helping, am I breaking? am I giving, what am I taking? But you try with your soul best Never to think thoughts and never to let Them of thoughts gain ground Or make yer heart But then you know why they're around waiting for a chance to slip and drop down
"Cause sometimes you hear'em when the night times comes And you fear that they catch you a-sleeping And you jump from yer bed, from yer last chapter of And you remember for the best of yer thinking If was you in the dream that was screaming And you know that it's something you're needin' And you know that there's no that'll do for the healin' And no in the land to stop yer brain from bleeding
You need special, you need something special, all right You need a fast flyin' train on a tornado To shoot you someplace and you back You need a wind on a stream engine howler That's been banging and booming and blowing That knows yer troubles a times over
You need a Greyhound bus that don't bar no That won't laugh at yer looks, your or your face And by any number of bets in the Will be rollin' long the bubblegum craze You need something to open up a new To show you something you seen But overlooked a hundred times or You need something to open eyes
You something to make it known That you and no one else that owns That that yer standing That space that sitting That the world ain't got you That it got you licked It get you crazy no matter how many you might get kicked
You something special all right You need something to give you hope But hope's just a word that you said or maybe you heard On some windy corner a wide-angled curve But that's you need man, and you need it bad And yer trouble is you it too good "Cause you an' you start getting the chills "Cause you can't find it on a bill
And it on Macy's window sill And it ain't on no kid's road map And it ain't in no fat fraternity house And it ain't made in no Hollywood wheat And it on that dimlit stage With half-wit comedian on it Ranting and raving and yer money And you it's funny
No you find it in no night club or no yacht club And it in the seats of a supper club And sure as hell you're bound to that no matter how hard you rub You just ain't a-gonna find it on yer ticket No, and it ain't in the rumors tellin' you And it ain't in the pimple-lotion are sellin' you And it in no cardboard-box house Or down any star's blouse
And you can't find it on the course And Uncle Remus tell you and neither can Santa Claus And it in the cream puff hair-do or cotton candy clothes And it ain't in the dime dummies or bubblegum goons And it ain't in the marshmallow of the chocolate cake voices come knockin' and tappin' in Christmas wrappin'
Sayin' "Ain't I and ain't I cute? at my skin Look at my skin shine, look at my glow at my skin laugh, look at my skin cry" When you can't sense if they got any insides These people so in their ribbons and bows No not now or no other day Find it on the doorsteps made out-a mache? And it the people made of molasses every other day buy a new pair of sunglasses
And it ain't in the fifty-star generals and flipped-out Who'd yuh in for a tenth of a penny Who breathe and burp and and crack And you can count from one to ten Do it all over again but this time yer back, my friend The ones that wheel and deal and and twirl And games with each other in their sand-box world
And you can't find it in the no-talent fools run around gallant and make all rules for the ones that got talent And it in the ones that ain't got any talent but think they do And think foolin' you The ones who jump on the for a while 'cause they know it's in style To get their kicks, get out of it And make all kinds of and chicks
And you to yourself and you throw down yer hat Sayin', "Christ do I gotta be that! Ain't there no one that knows where I'm at? Ain't there no one that knows how I feel? God Almighty that stuff ain't real!
No but that yer game, it ain't even yer race You hear yer name, you can't see yer face You gotta look some place And where do you look for this hope that yer Where do you for this lamp that's a-burnin'? Where do you look for this oil well Where do you look for this candle glowin'? do you look for this hope that you know is there And out there And feet can only walk down two kinds of roads?
Your eyes can only through two kinds of windows Your can only smell two kinds of hallways You can touch and twist and two kinds of doorknobs You can either go to the church of your Or you can go to State Hospital You'll find God in the of your choice You'll find Woody in Brooklyn State Hospital
And though it's only my I may be or wrong You'll find them In the Grand at sundown