At night I cover my ears in The man downstairs have drank too many beers But one day pay
Doomed to this kid that you fueled with anger Disgust mostly sick most, never satisfaction Till your bones melt incident clips and crumple zones Hold a fix on you eternal, intruder my zone
the matter I must follow, why you proposed only the lonely know Swallowed my mother when she was Who can blame a woman her, singular parent One love already dissolved and the solution left Two with a father who broke out as resoluted
So fuck it she needed love and you provided false Stomping on the bottom man and I she just walked out Knew you was jacked as a stepfather, bit my tongue on the to stormy weather and forced tolerance but secretly vexed Wish I would have spoke on it but why deny the
Moms with a new husband casting needles pressure Briefly lifted the guilt from a snuffing her pleasure Now all up in the family tree, come broken nuclear With termites corroded in your veins and elected to the pain But the pain couldn't quite die a thrown back whiskey sour Puritan, crushing moms between rocks for at an hour
the day I die the day I die
That's why at night I my ears in tears The man downstairs have had too many beers Now every night of my life he his wife (Until the day I die)
the day I die
Timepiece must've read early morning at So I lay deaths cousin, woken by the sonics of the That somewhere deep beneath me a had seized at my neck Breath was it, a flag marked the end of my peace
Conference of the birds I heard my mother cry Not absurd just routine I'd Just keep my fucking grill locked and hope the entropy me process Stepfathers got to verbally when his livers soaked And products come in bottles stuck drunken last nerve up too close
But I couldn't sense the distinction the other nights livest wires Ceremony's sparked again a dry one in comparison to one Handing to my psyche, I was tripping Huddled up clutching sis I think I heard a ripping
I reacted to that But I didn't the extent, please You could've caught him in Yeah, thoughts occurred to me constantly Now I've been my head and I don't know what he wants From me until one of us is I suppose
That's why at night I cover my in tears The man downstairs must had too many beers Now every night of my life he beats his (Until the day I die)
the day I die the day I die
Much than abrupt I heard the silence erupt But it was just a touch of tough that I heard from above The calm and the climate me The dawn was a risen but still beckoning to me
The song of the events amused me, morbidly In a state I wait, to deadwood on duty Just tempers flared I woozily When all is dead and a pair is Just as happy as they choose to be Now off to where the wild dwell for shuteye
The prospect me, awokened by the step sounds coming towards me A glance at my moms darkened silhouette in the hallway assured me So I sunk with the hope that would cure me And slept my last sleep I counted clone sheep And dreamt nothing for the last time ever
The ignorance was blissful a recollection Of the gift of innocent times a merciful deception Woke to hazy to find my world Defied the laws my mandates Patching with Band-Aids
The on you laid well above my bed here and only barely through the shock Of what her broken face me You should have what happened I was young and oblivious, he killed your mom
If I knew I have done something never see him again Yeah, but I see him every And cover my ears in tears as he beats his fucking
At night I cover my ears in The man downstairs must have had too many Now every night of my life he his wife (Until the day I die)
Bivins
Until the day I die, the day I die the day I die, until the day I die Until the day I die, the day I die the day I die, until the day I die Until the day I die, the day I die Until the day I die, the day I die