Luyện nghe bài hát Lament

Many fucking disappointments I experienced in my life
Only the dominion of loneliness is inhabiting me, a curse
So many days a smile, just distorted grimaces around me
Damned to drag myself on through a desert of desparation

Can somebody please tell me why this is to me?!!
Please tell me my name! I did forget it
Alone and deprived of all my value in this
Slowly I'm turning my head towards death's
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Suffering from many sores has slashed into my heart
Beloved died for fucking nothing
Deep wounds I'm but they won't heal
to scrape a living of sadness and senselessness

(Refrain)

My soul is black without a candle illuminating the in it
Darkness my lamed extremities
My is bleeding from within, fucking blood!
I'm shedding bloody tears from my cold eyes

My heart is bleeding from within, blood!
I'm shedding bloody tears from my cold eyes

Alone and deprived of all my value in this
Slowly I'm turning my head death's door

(Refrain)

I wanted to taste the beauty of and life
But these are vanishing and rotting before me
I'm a failure and will approach the of no hope.
No one has cared or even recognized my departure

I'm a failure and will the landscape of no hope
No one has ever or even recognized my departure