Lacking

so behind- I spring, jog and i walk
i pause and stop to wait for a miracle

i had to look for an excuse
had to look for design
lent their anthem
try not to regret,
try not to forget.

lag behind for an unconscious dream.
......... ........... ................ .......... ..........
do i still hope?

i hope, for peace,
and silence is wrong.
i hope for peace,
but now my hopes
have joined the ranks
of the marching time

what about you?
they all left...
that's all part of the design.

let the anthem try to project why
to not regret

lag behind from an
unconscious dream
who tries not to forget
tries not for good.
further back than I've known.

...let go, it's gone..