Lacerate

I hold my heart like newborn children
feast upon their first gaze at life
I twist it deep into spoiled fruit
and squeeze out all the seeds onto the dirt
Just to make me hurt
hurt just a little worse

Well I am said more than I really am
the universe, but nothing at once
I have a plan
to take back what I had

Lacerate
everything will seep through
I can't take any of this anymore
I cut along the life-flow street harder and harder

'Cause I lacerate the vein
to take away the pain
I concentrate the hate
that you burrow in me

I gave her all that I could give
and not enough, as I expected
I bleed alone all by myself
what was once is cast aside.

The gift I had, I have wasted
a stupid parlor trick
baby I love the way you breathe
baby I'll take your breath away

Lacerate
everything will seep through
I can't take any of this anymore
I cut along the life-flow street harder and harder again

'Cause I lacerate the vein
to take away the pain
I concentrate the hate
that you burrow in me

I just want to be free
I just needed understanding
why does everyone deserve love but me?
Yell at me again and
I'll run as red as demons flesh
suicide is evil, yes
but fuck, you were the cause

'Cause I lacerate the vein
to take away the pain
I concentrate the hate
that you burrow in me

I only wanted something you were equipped to give
I see nothing now in your nothing face
I see a flag evil in its place

Well my own flesh sings like locust when you're around
no, you won't touch me
no, never again

Lacerate
everything is seeping through
I can't take any of this, not a bit of it
I cut along, but I'm interrupted again and again
and again cause it hurts

'Cause I'll lacerate the hate
blood cleanses the palettes taste
concentrate, now cons-in-fucking-trate

Lacerate
everything will seep through
I can't take any of this anymore
I cut along the life-flow street harder and harder

'Cause I lacerate the vein
to take away the pain
I concentrate the hate
that you burrow in me