Killing Me

One by one by one, one at a time
Out of time, can't even afford to breath
Decimate my own mind, one intent
Because it's now and forever
Better hold your peace

Increase, decrease, decease, release your mind
I'm staring right back at the face I hate
But not for long, forget the words, they're wrong
You can talk your shit
Just get your fucking story straight

Killing me
Does the temptation turn you on?
Killing me
My only hope, salvation, gone

Killing me
Internal confrontations spawn
Killing me
Fucked up again, some friend

You'd better be ready for the worst
Expect the worst
Modify me misery, I've grown soft inside
Retrogressing thought with time
Enemy of god designed to piggy back

Pig, piggy, piggy back ride
All the way down, all the way down
All the way home
All the way back to where their father fell

I'd hesitate to talk
'Cause I can feel it in me
I'm just too pussy
I'd rather rot in heaven than in hell

Killing me
Suck it, suck it back further
This must be my penalty
A sneak attack murdering all my integrity

It's self destruction
Now I'm my own worst enemy
Identity is killing me

Killing me
Why can't I see ahead of me
Recently I'm thinking
I don't need you anymore

Killing me
I'll never be what I wanna be
No release 'cause I know
I'm my own worst enemy

Now it seems to be me
And it seems to me
I am my own worst enemy

Killing me
My own lonely pretentious philosophy