[J. - Verse 1] Momma I killed a man My body trembling can you feel my hand Don't shed no tears, it won't be long before they find out it was me This may be the last you see me free ma Don't it cryin' You did your best, me I was blessed, know you were tryin' To keep me out the streets, me police not to make a peek to wake you up out your sleep A and high fool Skip a class, fluncking school I know you taught me better, I never learned Said I was playing with fire, somehoe I burned You tried to set me straight, somehow I never You tried to me right but somehow I never turned Lost in a of marijuana, are you sane dummy Dry your face mommy, not to blame for me See I'm a man, I take whatever came for me At I wonder 'bout my father Would it for me if he was around? Would I still be running round with the Bum ass no jobs, no life Seen them n-ggas killed for no I watched his life flash before his eyes like a light I pulled the momma Tryna be hard, I aint to kill the n-gga momma But done is done I'm on the run, I my life like a movie now it's way too realer Who woulda thought your baby boy woulda grew up to be a
Yeh, now I'm a Guess I'm a They got me in here with the Yeah I mean the
[J. - Verse 2] I wonder whats in for me Lately been stressing, pray for blessings, hope that there's for me Than just a life that I used to hoop with is doing triple life Gave up the shot on the john shot Who woulda thought I used to block this lay ups Now he's in a cell up I you well, stay up Like This life can make a n-gga fold a laundry mat I sip this cognac though to ease my brain all this pain and so that I react slow, in fast world Slow n-ggas, fast Hoes give up ass while these ho n-ggas triggers on 'em Hold up that old flag for 'em lines by the do not park sign It's deep, all these cold hearted n-ggas heat I'd rather blast they steal a n-gga Tell 'em now boy, don't make me turn a killer
Yeah, a killer Don't make me turn into a Yeah, to a killer, yeh yeh
[J. - Verse 3] To those who had for me in the past Who woulda thought time fly by so fast I remember back in class we used to make it was draft day Swore that we make the league, be rich Saturday morning had to rake the leaves, shit how they pile up Seem like a up I was the blisters on my than I dial up my best friend Skating ring is where we headed And if a disrespect, yes we ready to fight In retrospect that seemed petty At the time, the shit was Cause was all about your name You had to with any n-gga that would call you lame no doubt, so many n-ggas go they brains blown out Snatched a n-gga chain and he got his name rolled out in Another in a cemetary young n-gga in the penetentiary And he don't a f-ck no missionary Rap visionary, a picture n-gga pictionary Tell you what it is, I'm a I knew a that threw his d-ck in every chick in every city that he went to Went hard like the do Till he met the bitch, man just came home ex-convict And he on with that Thriller Shit, f-cking around them killers
yeah, with killers F-cking around them killers Say I'm a