[J. - Verse 1] Momma I killed a man My body still can you feel my hand Don't shed no tears, it won't be long before they find out it was me may be the last time you see me free ma Don't it cryin' You did your best, me I was blessed, know you stressed tryin' To keep me out the streets, me ducking Tryin' not to make a peek to wake you up out your A drunk and high Skip a class, fluncking school I know you me better, somehow I never learned Said I was playing fire, somehoe I never burned You tried to set me straight, somehow I permed You tried to show me right but somehow I never in a cloud of marijuana, are you sane dummy Dry your mommy, your not to blame for me See I'm a man, I gotta take came for me At times I 'bout my father Would it change for me if he was Would I still be running round the lowlife's Bum ass n-ggas no jobs, no them n-ggas killed for no price I watched his life flash before his like a strobe light I pulled the trigger Tryna be hard, I aint mean to kill the momma But done is done I'm on the run, I live my life like a movie now it's way too Who woulda thought your baby boy woulda up to be a killer
Yeh, now I'm a Guess I'm a They got me in here the killers I mean the killers
[J. Cole - 2] I wonder in store for me been stressing, pray for blessings, hope that there's more for me Than just a simple N-ggas that I to hoop with is doing triple life Gave up the jump Work on the john Who woulda thought I used to block n-ggas lay ups Now in a cell layed up I wish you well, up insomniacs This can make a n-gga fold like a laundry mat I sip this though to ease my brain from all this pain and so that I slow, in this fast world n-ggas, fast girls Hoes give up ass while these ho hold triggers on 'em Hold up that old flag for 'em Chalk by the do not park sign deep, all these cold hearted n-ggas holding heat I'd rather blast before they steal a Tell 'em now boy, don't make me into a killer
Yeah, a killer Don't make me turn a killer Yeah, to a killer, yeh yeh
[J. - Verse 3] To those who had for me in the past Who woulda thought time fly by so fast I remember back in class we to make believe it was draft day Swore that we make the league, be rich Saturday morning had to the leaves, awww shit how they pile up Seem a mile up I was the blisters on my hand than I dial up my best Skating is where we headed tonight And if a n-gga disrespect, yes we ready to In retrospect that shit petty At the time, the shit was Cause life was all your name You had to scrap with any n-gga that call you lame Ashamed no doubt, so n-ggas go they brains blown out a n-gga chain and he got his name rolled out in obituaries Another body in a Another n-gga in the penetentiary And he don't give a no missionary Rap visionary, paint a n-gga pictionary Tell you what it is, I'm a I knew a n-gga that threw his d-ck in every chick in every that he went to Went hard the rent do he met the wrong bitch, man just came home ex-convict And he stay on with Thriller Shit, f-cking with them killers
yeah, with them F-cking around with killers Say I'm a