[J. Cole - 1] Momma I killed a man My body still trembling can you feel my Don't shed no tears, it won't be long before they find out it was me This may be the last time you see me ma spend it cryin' You did your best, me I was blessed, know you were stressed To keep me out the streets, me police Tryin' not to make a to wake you up out your sleep A drunk and fool Skip a class, fluncking school I know you taught me better, I never learned Said I was playing with fire, somehoe I never You tried to set me straight, somehow I never You tried to show me right but somehow I turned in a cloud of marijuana, are you sane dummy Dry your face mommy, not to blame for me See I'm a man, I gotta take whatever for me At times I 'bout my father Would it change for me if he was Would I still be running round with the Bum ass n-ggas no jobs, no Seen them n-ggas killed for no I watched his life flash before his eyes like a strobe I pulled the momma be hard, I aint mean to kill the n-gga momma But done is done I'm on the run, I live my life like a movie now it's way too Who woulda thought your baby boy grew up to be a killer
Yeh, now I'm a I'm a killer They got me in here the killers Yeah I the killers
[J. Cole - 2] I whats in store for me Lately been stressing, pray for blessings, hope there's more for me Than just a life N-ggas that I used to with is doing triple life Gave up the jump Work on the john Who woulda thought I to block this n-ggas lay ups Now he's in a cell up I wish you well, up insomniacs This life can make a n-gga like a laundry mat I sip this though to ease my brain from all this pain and so that I react slow, in fast world Slow n-ggas, girls Hoes give up ass these ho n-ggas hold triggers on 'em Hold up old checker flag for 'em lines by the do not park sign It's deep, all these cold hearted n-ggas heat I'd rather before they steal a n-gga Tell 'em now boy, don't me turn into a killer
Yeah, into a make me turn into a killer Yeah, to a killer, yeh yeh
[J. - Verse 3] To those who had for me in the past Who thought time would fly by so fast I remember back in we used to make believe Like it was day Swore that we would make the league, be Saturday morning had to rake the leaves, awww Watch how pile up Seem a mile up I was the blisters on my hand than I up my best friend Skating ring is where we tonight And if a n-gga disrespect, yes we ready to In that shit seemed petty At the time, the shit was Cause life was all your name You had to scrap with any n-gga that would you lame Ashamed no doubt, so many n-ggas go they brains out Snatched a n-gga and he got his name rolled out in obituaries Another body in a Another young n-gga in the And he don't a f-ck no missionary Rap visionary, a picture n-gga pictionary Tell you it is, I'm a dictionary I knew a n-gga that his d-ck in every chick in every city that he went to Went hard the rent do Till he met the bitch, man just came home ex-convict And he stay on that Thriller Shit, f-cking with them killers
yeah, them killers F-cking around with killers Say I'm a