Keeping Myself to Myself

But baby I still love you
I'd swear I heard you say
This time will be different I'm sure
By now I can't remember
When first I heard your name
You're much too good at keeping me here
Oh why do I fall for this shit
Why do I fall for you
Why do I do the things that you do
Is there a way to escape this horrid pit I'm in
Take shelter from the driving rain
So I'll keep myself to myself
I'll stay all alone
I won't look out the window
'Cause I, I'm sick of the loneliness
I'm sick of the pain
I'll handle tomorrow on my own
Remember when I knew you
Remember when you cared
Remember they were jealous of us
I miss the days and the nights
When I could feel so sure
Sure that we were who we said
Oh but I can't stand not knowing
Whether we're here or we're there
Indifference will dig me my grave
So tell me that you love me
Or tell me that you're gone
I'm done with this waiting on you
So I'll keep myself to myself
I'll stay all alone
I won't look out the window
'Cause I, I'm sick of the loneliness
I'm sick of the pain
I'll handle tomorrow on my own
Another rainy day
But I prefer it gray
To any girl of the world outside
Would ever dare to share
I'm on my own
I'm all alone
Somehow that's what it's meant to be
But damned if this takes over me
So I'll keep myself to myself
I'll stay all alone
I won't look out the window
'Cause I, I'm sick of the loneliness
I'm sick of the pain
I'll handle tomorrow on my own