Just Let Me Rot

the nightmare started just some weeks ago
now I'm almost dead and nearly decomposed
first there was only this itching under my skin
suddenly this vesicular eruption appeared

nodular exrescences spread over my face
countless harden blood-clots plug the veins
unstoppable the death of tissue proceed
no medicine can allay my pain, death is what I need

glandular abscesses inside of me
let the digestive system refuse to work
my body reforms wild contortions
because the pain increases every hour
the gastric mucus membrane is even destroyed
and it's acid corrodes me inside
my fingers claw into my putresent flesh
and leave behind suppurated sores

just let me rot