My finds comfort in calculators He assigns number a name He believes that they add up to And he's upset with the fractions that
So I these maps with my eyes And at best, I can trace my finger all the way To town where she went an attempt to forget The cracks and the of my face
So Jetsabel cleaned out the for me And she piled the boxes in the Tomorrow she wakes she'll come take them away And will never haunt me again
But it is still hard to sleep with the heavy beams I run barefoot to the Just to freeze in my place by the iron gate Too and ashamed to advance
Today I through the snow And found a of headstones They were in rows like the on calendars each box is a day that you can ever escape
Without pills for poisonous sleep These memories leak from faucets that weep Hot tears against the shower floor And I in the steam as if inside a dream
I can see her again by the From the bathroom mirror she pulls a thermometer And placed it underneath my She said, You are as pale as a sheet, you look my sweet Lay down and for the sun
So I in that bed, she brought me water And read night from a volume out loud She whispered poetry Her favorite was Lee'
And those words, like these drugs, me But the clocks kept waving their And she not understand Why my temperature would never
And although she with tears she would always be here I heard truth like the sea
I said, My Arienette, oh, how you forget This will never be your home And you will leave in the fall when the trees become And their colors lie in the grass
Gold and green me like the lies I believe so easily Oh my Jetsabel, look at this hell that I made If you want maybe by sometime Put flowers on my grave So that I will look beautiful in my sepulcher
Yeah, fine, throw those dresses away I don't want of hers For the moon never shines and the stars rise bringing me dreams Haunted by the ghosts of those bright