It's Hard

It's hard, you know, to say farewell
when you realize there's no chance for us
It's hard, you see, to turn your back
when you clutch at straws to find strength

There were tears all around us
and you kissed me goodbye
and it felt like the last day of our lives

It's hard to cry and find yourself
stripped of your dreams in a second
It's hard to lie just to survive
to roam with no place to call home

There is no one around me
and now you're miles away
and my hope is to see you again someday

Another day is coming
Another day I don't want to live
So many wounds wide open
My soul is ripped to shreds, it'll never heal

And someone told me she couldn't make it
in last night's air attack
I just couldn't say one word
while a pain crossed my heart

And black and grey shadows
are the crayons that will paint the days to come

All that matters is gone, please set me free