Indulgence

It makes you feel alive
When you're trying to realize your sexuality
And you can lie about a lot of things
But all your heroes already made a suicide

You've got an indulgence

You can't recognize yourself but it's ok
Every new day is more darker than before
Worst places are actually inside you
And you are looking for something more

Why do you look so sad?
You've got an indulgence
Why do you feel shame?
You've got an indulgence