In My Heart

I don't know why we still live together
We're so far apart, so much of the time
I don't know why this beautiful weather
Is breaking my spirit and tearing my mind all apart

Are you so lonely, are you so sad
Have you lost your purpose the faith that you had
If life is a question, I don't understand
If time is the reason then nobody can

In my heart it is just an illusion
It's not even real
Much more than you think
It's much more than you feel

My ears are still ringing, there's nothing to say
Why look to the ocean to wash me away
There goes my best friend, there goes my last dime
If love is the answer, I'm wasting my time

In my heart it is just an illusion
It's not even real
Much more than you think
It's much more than you feel

Do you feel, is this real
How I feel in my heart
In my heart, in my heart