In My Head

Fuck lovers I hate this shit
It only hurts now
Just another relationship that doesn't work out
Fuck it you make me sick
I let the word out
Fall in love with a crazy bitch
Your heart will burn out
Blood pressure bubbles up
What the fuck, it feels stuck
I cannot touch another one of these antidepressants
Man this can't be the message
Somebody hand me a lesson
'cuz I'm standin' and stressin'
When I'm plannin' my death and
This might be the last minute
That I stand on this planet
Look at me stranded, I'm panicin', man I can't understand it
My life is a manic depressant
But I manage to stand it
Until I land in the Hamptons, I'm withstanding the damage
So I gotta calm my nerves and take a deep breath
Cuz' I will never learn unless I take each step
Cuz' I'm feeling stronger now
Feeling stronger now
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Days pass and I wander alone
I'm trying to find my way
They think that I'm living in the wrong
Well, I got something to say
And we will always be the same
Even though we constantly change
There ain't a way to fade away so take away the razor blades
It ain't safe to say that making pain
Will take the pain away
There's greater ways to change the page
And everybody hates to say it
But you gotta tame the rage
You been sayin'
You ain't gonna make it
Oh, its hard, I know that it's hard
You can't trust no one and your covered in scars
There's knives in my back with my friends names on them
We try to relax but the pain keeps runnin'
Our mind off the tracks while we try to stay on them
You lied in the past while we remained honest
We're tired of this crap, we're just tryin' to make dollars
We grind for this cash while you try to hate on us
Everywhere I go I know they wanna fight me
Even though they don't know me, they don't like me
They think that I'm terrified; I just hold my head up high
If they wanna fuck with me just know that I'm gonna let em try
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Days pass and I wander alone
I'm tryin' to find my way
They think that I'm living in the wrong
Well I got something to say
And we will always be the same
Even though we constantly change
These words will prove that
I will not live in fear
These words will prove that
I will not live in fear
I bet you wanna know what I'm feelin' like
While I'm sittin' here spinning these rhymes
Well, if you wanna know what I'm feeling like
I feel like I'm the best of my time
I took my heart and I locked it up in a safe
With a straight face and threw away the key
Now that I know my heart is in a safe place
There's not a single thing that you can do to me
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Days pass and I wander alone
I'm tryin' to find my way
They think that I'm living in the wrong
Well I got something to say
And we will always be the same
Even though we constantly change
And we will always be the same
Even though we constantly change
You have everything that you need
It's in your arms
It's in your arms
Your arms