He wanna be recognized by the OGs And paint in the alleyway while he smokes weed Middle finger up like, "Fuck the and the police" through the streets late nights, so we don't sleep He to work, stashed his Glocks, said, "Look out for the cops" All he ever was the streets, always out on the block As he pours a liquor for his homies to pass He starts to wonder how it'll last He never pray to God 'cause he get no answer All he feels God did was give his cancer faith he had left was his Glock 9 Hustled on the corner, tag his name on the sign No for his enemies Agony and The only thing that ever made his heart was the Hennessy He sipped the bottom until the last drop And he says, "Sorry mama, but I just can't stop, I can't stop,"
Yeah, he ran the streets stuck in one R.I.P. tat for his homie who died He done to 16 funerals by 17 One his 18th birthday all he was one 9 With 20 in the clip, how you survive in the streets he was from way to stay alive just tryna see 21 For his homies, he'd for 'em His homies, die for 'em Ain't scared of death 'cause he knows eventualy come Flowers and candles, a memorial on his street In memory of his boy that got last week He left behind two girls He had a family—they'd gather here every night in that God might speak The time he had—murder on his mind All he thought was and loaded up his 9 and Got with his boys, and he hopped inside the Went to an enemy spot and started out the ride and hard to say if it's wrong or right And now he's behind bars a case to fight in the end, nobody wins No matter what situation, it's never job to take a life
I had to visit you 'cause your moms wanna see you this way I pray to God every night to fight your demons I feel like I'm losin' you, homie Can't you see what they doin'? They usin' you, man, they foolin' you, homie The don't love us, man, they never did Always so worried 'bout death that we can't ever See, the streets got you brainwashed, fuckin' with ya head when he looked at me and said "I my only two brothers to the streets that I rep Besides, my mom is the only fam I really got The only family I had They me like a son, I ain't have a dad See, the streets me loyalty, respect, and how to live by a code They never taught me no different, is all that I know Even though your pops was and he wasn't always there though he made mistakes, homie, that motherfucker cares See, I can't say the same about mine, I could give two fucks if he died, homie After the way that he beat my mother, he never love us That already dead in my eyes, homie" I told him, "A real man up on his own And doesn't need a fuckin' to have his back 'cause he's grown I know you think nobody cares, but man, ain't true mom's already lost two men, she can't lose you You think these cats would do the for you? Think take the blame for you? Think these motherfuckers would put they family through for you? Where is your hood at when all said and done? You ain't pull a trigger when bullet shot from that gun the blame 'cause you don't wanna snitch, dog, is you dumb? Takin' of your moms makes you gangster, not where you from Dog, is you Takin' care of moms makes you gangster, not where you from" He said, "It's kill or be killed, understand shit I got accessory to murder, dog, they that shit How dare you come visit me and act like you Motherfucker, we from the place, I can't stand that shit You always preach God, but do you really in Him? If we all sinners, man, what the fuck do we to Him? Either He don't exist or the is beatin' Him When my grandma was down, where was God when she Him? You can go your own way, but this the for me Don't call, don't visit, and don't to me We all sin, you know better the next man You ain't God, you tell me what's wrong or right for me Some people to win, I was meant to fail Some people meant for Heaven, I was for Hell Some people meant to and be free, but not me in this system since 7, I was meant for jail I guess nobody is Tell my mama, I'm sorry, but no way to reverse it I nobody is perfect Tell my mama, I'm sorry, but there's no way to it..."